He's my soulmate

This is few sign that he is your soulmate .... and he is criuzly my soulmate ... coz he have olmost all ... luv u yang ... xoxoxo

14. You argue and fight with them, but still can't get them out of your mind..

13. When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up but you miss them already when it was just five minutes ago...


12. You read their texts over and over again...

11. You walk really slow when you're with them...


10. You feel shy whenever you're with them...


9. When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...


8. You smile when you hear their voice...


7. When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is him/her...


6. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...


5. They become all you think about...


4. You get high just from their scent and closeness...


3. You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them...


2. You would do anything for them...


1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.... *yes and that is mr Mr Zahari Kassim*

# counting for that day .......

S.E.L.A.M.A.T.H.A.R.I.K.E.M.E.R.D.E.K.A.A.N.K.E.53

thiz morning i were selected to be the MC for the launching of

"BULAN KEMERDEKAAN"

so its not that wat im going to tell

it is about cm mana smbutan yg diberi oleh segolongan kaum

yg peliknye kaum die yg lain sibuk nk jatuhkan melayu sbgai pemerintah

tp lain pulak kt scol yg mana mereka terlalu mengkagumi negara jiran

even x hormat langsung lagu Negaraku

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ok thiz is da story ...

ada pentomen kt scol so dieorg buat lagu jalur gemilang n merdeka

so masa lagu merdeka da mc (which is me)

have forgot to tell them to stand up

so thz 1 ckgu stand up follow by others kecuali sorang ckgu ne ...

yg x nk bgn n duduk siap ckp

"budak x bangun kenapa kita nk bangun?"

ko kn contoh ko la bgn lu

then bile tgk ckgu2 bgn br la bdk melayu n india bgn yg tinggal tu bole duduk ...

mcm b*** x taw nk hormat ...

tu pn lpz diarahkan tu bgn

bontot ko berat sgt ke

bnyk sgt cacing pita dlm badan ....

ne la semangat yg bmakin pudar ...

dh la nk ajar pn makin susah ...

hai bdk2 sekarang ....

Thnx sayang .... xoxoxo

hujung minggu lepas en. tunang ngn sy g jenjalan ... we went to Genting ..

criuzly we have fun walaupn ms tu aku bnyk buat perangai gedix aku tu

hehheh sorry sayang ..

so nk dijadikan cite lepas penat2 men ol the mainan kteorg dok makan

n suddently die mtk i check his eyes ...

ok aku tengah makan time tu

tp permintaan en tunangkn ..

lg pn aku x imagine akn jd seteruk ne ...

so aku pn raba2 mata die

n die ckp mata die makin jd x selesa ...

so sbb aku mengada2 aku pn buat2 x layan die

sbb aku nk die layan aku

ye aku taw aku mengada2 n gedix ..

so smpai dh balik pn die mengadu x selesa ngn mata die

tp aku malas je nk layan

tp aku dengar la risau gak

tp ego x moh tunjuk

so esok pg die mtk aku teman die pg clinic mata

kami pn pegi la

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"ada nanah bawah kelopak mata awak, kami akan keluarkan nanah tu"

thts wat da doc said n ms tu gak die wat minor operation

to en tunang

so ms tu aku jd saksi die kuarkn nanah yg agak bessar bg satu mata yg chantek

so die ckp nanah tu dr abuk

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abuk yg berpunca dr tangan aku yg kotor waktu usik mata die

aku yg jahat

so terpaksa la en. tunang dicutikan sampai monday

kesian en. tunang

nk drive pn x bole

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"ne pengorbanan i , x ksh ape pn jd jnji u happy n bahagia"

tu ayat die after i said sorry too many time *bersalah gilex*

yes sayang i noe syg u x kn mampu i balas sampai bile2

thnx to Allah coz lend me His little angle .... that is En. Mohd. Zahari b. Kassim

~few minutes after da minor operation~

ms ne masih dlam bius msh x merengek kesakitan

~ after 1 day ~

selepas sekali lagi saya merengek tuk diteman ke pcfair *x pegi pn*

he tried to bukak mata n bw keta

kejamnya sy

*spnjg jalan mengadu x selesa dgn mata n need to bw keta*

ow sy x nk bw keta sy kn mgada2 ... khikhi

THNKS SAYANG I LOVE U SO MUCH

xoxoxoxo

..... juz for you .....

Everybody needs inspiration,

Everbody needs a song.

A beautiful melody,

When the night's so long.

Cause there is no guarantee,

That this life is easy.

Yeah when my world is falling apart.

When there's no light to break up the dark,

That's when I, I, I look at you.

When the waves are flooding the shore,

and I can't find my way home anymore.

That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,

I see forgiveness,

I see the truth.

You love me for who I am,

Like the stars hold the moon,

Right there where they belong.

and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,

When there's no light to break up the dark,

That's when I, I, I look at you.

When the waves are flooding the shore,

and I can't find my way home anymore,

That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

Just like kaleidoscope colors,

That cover me,

All I need,

Every breath that I breathe,

Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,

and I can't find my way home anymore,

That's when I, I, I look at you.

I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

i'm MeLtiNg......

sangat MaRah seBenarNye deNgan Die

tp bIle Nmpk His SmilE

*aLthoUgh pN kt pictUre*

sayE mcM meLtiNg ... CaiR ...

sAme As mASe fIrst tImE i FalL in LoVe wIth u

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rindu sangat tp sgt malu

sbB sY yg mEmulA bIkiN hiNgAr

dIe mrh LaGi kE

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to eN. tUnaNg

saYe sAyAng kAMu

aPe yg SAyE cKp riE tuE

mASe sYe mRh ...

kAMu nYawA sYe

xoxoxoxoxo

...............tOloNg la unDerstAnd sAya............

...............ape YaNg sAya BuAt haNYa uNtuK kAMu...............

...............pLeaSe la FahAM saYa...............

~ ada hati dalam taman ~

it is wired bile terlihat hati seorang yang gagah rapuh hanya dek cinta yang di curangi oleh pihak ketiga. to tell da truth kadang2 x paham kenapa hati gagah itu perlu meratap pemergian yang dicintai? adakah kerana terkilan kelakiannya tercalar atau adakah benar kerana cinta sejati yg amat mendalam?

juz now aku g minggu bhs melayu sek aku ... n im on of the judges for singing competition ... its nice to see all da student that being so brave standing infront of audience without care about how suck they are or how good they re .....

dalam banyak2 show yg aku tgk thiz one fellow criuzly make me listen to him n feel what he felt ... few day b4 he told me that he has jus broke with his sayang sayang ... and me as teacher juz say "alah tinggalkan je u can get better k" ok walaupn aku tau pekataan tu sangat menusuk ke hati kalbu die n sgt mean tp x taw nape tu yg terlepas ... aku igt die main2 ... so td die wat persembahan singing a song to his ex ... she were there ... i dont noe wat she felt juz now bt if im her i dnt care wat other will think ... i juz go n hug him n say tht im sorry for letting u go ... the way he song is so much meaningful ... penuh perasaan macam he was the character in da lyric ... n da unexpected thing is tht he is crying in front of the audience ... i saw it ... Ya Allah takjubnye aku pd cinta monyet mereka ....

"to my beloved student who ever u re, if u do read my blog ... im sorry for

not being so understanding ... im criuzly can fell u ... sabar k ... juz let her go n if 1 day

he come back with regret thats mean she is meant for u ...

sy pn penah rs wat ever love re ...

hurt, sweet, mean, bliss, happiness,

n sume la ... segala rasa jadi satu ...

and im her i can fell u ... dn awak dh berjaya sampaikan ape yg awk rasa"

so to any one that read thiz blog ... luahkan apa saja yg dirasa ... sama ada +ve atau -ve itu pekara ke2 ....

cintailah aku sepenuh hati

Di dalam hatimu

T’lah aku temukan

Arti kebahagian

Bersama dirimu

Aku merasa berarti

Sanggupkah dirimu

Untuk bertahan

Hingga waktu tak berjalan

Mencintaiku

Walau bintangku tak terang

Cintailah aku sepenuh hati

Sesungguhnya aku

Tak ingin kau pergi

Takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini

Betapa hidupku takkan pernah sama

Bila kau tinggalkan ku

Tetaplah disini saling memiliki

Selama-lamanya

Tiada arti semua bila kau pergi

Genggamlah tangganku dan peluklah diriku

Saatku jatuh nanti menangis sepi

Cintailah aku sepenuh hati

Sesungguhnya aku

Tak ingin kau pergi

Cintailah aku sepenuh hati

Tak ingin kau pergi

Takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini

Tiada arti semua bila kau pergi

LAST DAY ...... Akmal, Mai, Kiki

duhai kwn2 andai kamu terbace blog ini

sukacite ingin saya ucapkan tahniah

and Good luck

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Wish u 'ol the best

kdg2 hidup ne perlukan pengorbanan

we need to grab sumthing by losing sumthing

we cant juz have all tht we want

so

juz to say

aku bangga sgt dpt kwn2 cm korang

dn aku sayang korang

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so aku harap hubungan ne x berakhir disini

keep da memories tight to u

a movie to watch

last weekend i did watch "The A-Team"

the story mmg best yg x best cume budak2 kampung yg x de adab

yg bodoh n selfish

cr keselesaan sendiri without thingking others

ok memula tu bole la aku bersabar sbb die juz 'tendang2 manja' je kt kerusi aku tu tp mana leh tahan 2 jm lebih die dok menendang kerusi aku tu mcm hampeh ... ok bile aku dh di ihat sgt x selesa oleh si Dia dn si dia pn x seelsa ngn org belakang yg bodoh dn mcm x taw ethic msk panggung ...

die pn mtk kunci keta spya die boleh gores dn menang kt kaki mereka yg mcm br kuar dr hutan tu ...

ok bile nmpk kami keluar 'snjata'

they oll stop

tp x smpai seminit sekali lg kpala aku kene penyepak kaki die

ok so aku igt jap lagi aku bgn nk sound si bodoh dua ekor ne

ok selepas 2 jm lebih sensara dlm wayang tu dgn setan2 bodoh dibelakang aku

cte pn abez

so aku pn bgn toleh belakang n start susun ayat dalam pae

toleehhh...

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WTF? she is wearing tudung n sangat ayu ...

so i like mcm tergamam

so kirenye btl kate org

"dont judge a book by looking its cover"

bg aku bia org nmpk kite ganas tp dalam sgt lembut dr org nmpk kite lembut

tp perangai nauzubillah

hampeh

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i did watch karate kid .....

and

it is awesome

plus i started to fall in love with

jAdEn SmItH

betul kata orang he is like his father ...

combination between them

jaden smith and jackie chan

seriously menjadi

dan saya sgt kagum

for me cite me mmg BeSt

and pandai the producer

to enter China market he try to combine the story

between two country

awEsOMe

why it is difficult to get what we want?

keje oh keje!!!!!!

huhu sangat sedey rs cm nk putus asa je becoz of payah sangat nk dpt keje la ne

i mean keje yg aku nk

bukan keje yg tangkap muat

ok org kate based on experience

tp if experience kt kat sector len cm ne nk dpt ape yg kite nak

aaaaarrarrrrrhhhhhh!!!!

need help plzzzz

sy dh demotivate ...

tolong la saya

long distance relationship : success or fail?

Long Distance Relationship .... how to make it success and how can it be categorize as failed?As I know one of the important elements of any long distance relationship or not, is communication. And since the two of couple won’t be seeing each other every week or every day anymore, the two of them have to focus on finding ways on how they can communicate better. The hard things in long distance is that they will meet other people who might catch our attention and all, but if they have the right amount of respect to themselves, then distance won’t be a problem to keep their relationship. Another long distance relationships tips are honesty and compromise. Firstly, honesty is indispensable in any relationship. If you can’t tell your significant other straight on about how you feel, then solving a problem or issue will be doubly difficult, considering the fact that you can’t really whoosh to his/her place to patch things up, right? In a relationship like this, nothing beats an honest to goodness conversation. Compromise comes in when you have to be willing to sacrifice one thing and vice-versa to make the relationship work. It’s all part of the uniquely difficult long distance commitment. while surving the internet i did found sumthing that saying about women and men ... so here i share with you ol ....

"For males, conversation is the way you negotiate your status in the group and keep people from pushing you around; you use talk to preserve your independence. Females, on the other hand, use conversation to negotiate closeness and intimacy; talk is the essence of intimacy, so being best friends means sitting and talking. For boys, activities, doing things together, are central. Just sitting and talking is not an essential part of friendship. They're friends with the boys they do things with."

"Women want men to do what we want. We want them to want to do what we want, because that's what we do. If a woman perceives that something she's doing is really hurting a man, she wants to stop doing it. If she perceives that he really wants her to do something, she wants to do it. She thinks that that's love and he should feel the same way about her. But men have a gut-level resistance to doing what they're told, to doing what someone expects them to do. It's the opposite response of what women have." She reminds readers that, of course, there are men who are very helpful toward their women. "But if a man is going to be touchy, it's more likely to go in that direction. Whereas if a woman is insecure, she's more likely to go in the other direction, [and] be super- accommodating."

So for me either it is a long distance or not it still da same ... tthing that u need to put in ur relationship is communication, trust, and honesty ....

....... starting to confuse ......

ok sekarang sy dh started to be confuse

bnyk sgt dh review catalog n tgk gmbr kawen

so terasa cm nk buat kenduri

30hari tanpa henti

supaya semua tema dn baju yg sy suke dpt sy gayakn

bole ke en. zahari?

ok here are few things yg sy suke ddn buat sy fening

tp sy x taw if en terchinta sy pn suke

sbb saYa BeLum tAnyA

hehehe

ok bj pengantin tuk nikah mmg akan pakai tutup mulut tu

bkn tiru sape2 tp sy sgt suke

n wanenye is puteh yellow

bt for kawen biasa je tp menaraik dn nmpk mewah

walaupn sbnrnye tidak

ne some design

ne pulak kad jemputan nk yg org leh ingat

bia bukan formal or kebudak2kn

tp yg akn ramai org ingat ...

murah tp nmpk exclusive

ne few design yg agak unik dn chantek

ok lastly sy punye pelamin

tetap exclusive tp affordable

paling suke yg 1st ne tp yg dalam kotak kecil tu ...

lAgEnda bUdaK SetaN

b4 tengok cte ne aku teruja sgt bt after tgk aku rs cm cte ne

x sama lANgsuNg dengan yg peah aku bce

tp x taw la if aku dh terlupe ...

ye la ghasenye dh ada lebih 2 taun yg leps aku bce

hehe ...

tp selalunye cte best x kn aku lupe

so seebbagai solusionnye aku pn tmpah la

kt popular

asking them to find for me tht book

coz lu ms aku bce aku meminjam je

ms tu student kn

sengkek lol ....

tp papepn aku llliiiikkkkeeee

.... iM eNgAge tO eN. moHd ZahAri b. KasSiM ....

i hope its not to late for me to share my e-day .....

its been a very memorable day, ghase cm nk ulang tayang je ... bole x nk bertunang ngan org yg sama sekali lg ... kali ne nk pick baju baby blue plak ...

n' nk mini pelamin yg lagi adorable n make up yg lagi buat sy nmpk naturally cHanTek ...

x de la menyesal tp gHase tErkiLaN cKit sBb ghAsE cM kNe tiPu ....

So to OtheRs yg Nk TunANg PlaN bTul2 ....

JgN lAst MinS liKe Me ....

Bt PapE pn I liKeeeeeEE....

hantaran made by my "bushuk" .... jUz foR Me

hand made hantaran

buah, perfume, manisan, bunga rampai by me

sireh by atok;kaklong

sejadah by atok

sngkar ayan by ucu;kaklong;ma

and thiz is my miNi pElaMin And sTaEeS to go to mY roOm

of B4 teRlupE ......

thNx to All My fWen yG dAtaNg .....

AkU sAyaNg koRanG

sEmoga perSahaBataN inI kEkaL sElamaNYa

...... thnx korang .....

i LaP u 'ol

and a big thnx to my fmly ....

to abang and sista ajan yg smpai sakit pingang basuh periuk

to ba and ma yg penat to make thiz ceremony become very memorable

to ucu's famly , pokde's fmly, mak long's famly, angah's famly, paklong's famly, ayah itam and mak itam, others that i forget to mention

jap2 to my adk2, afiq, adib, arif and 'demok

THANK YOU

saya SayAng kaMu sEmUA

oso to famly belah sayang .... thnx for coming ... and luangkan masa

to attend thiz ceremony ...

walaupun sbnrnye u 'ol tersangat bz...

THNx

.... i'm Back ....

.... its bEeN a LOng timE ....

.... A lot OF storY mORy to tELl ....

.... khikhiKHi ....

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few days to my big day ... tp ht x tenang ..... hati mcm x keruah .... knape????????