Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

" tanggal 31 bulan 8 57 hari yg mulia hari bersejarah sambut dgn jiwa yg merdeka "

hee selamat hari merdeka .. happy independent day ... esok ngr akn mencapai kemerdekaan yang ke-52 ... so to all Malaysia out there chill and hope sume kite dpt hayati erti sebenar kemerdekaan ... mmg kita secara physically nye dh x lagi di jajah tetap jika dilihat dr segi mentally nye rs2nye mcm dh dijajah dh pn .. dijajah dgn pelbagai anasir2 luar .. cume kite yg kadang2 x sedar dengan anasir2 jahat ne .. bg aku jht la ... bukan tuk jd sume1 yg konservatif tp bagi aku la ... dalam hal2 ne x salah kot nk berfikiran mcm tu ... ye la sng2 je bangsa luar nk racun pikiran kita baik as Malaysia or as Muslim .... tgk ye la budaya yg bermcm kt negara kita .. sumenye dh x mengikut adat2 budaya melayu .. so lama2 melayu akn pupus di hati bangsa melayu ... tgk org cina n india mcm mana pn mereka tetap bersatu ... tp melayu ... penuh ngn has dengki ... khianat mengkhianati dn mcm2 ... jd mcm mana lah org melayu nk berkembang maju .. aku pn melayu tp sedih kdg tgk org melayu dh x rupe melayu ....

*btw ne pendapat aku ... x de kene mengene dgn yg idup or yg mati ... if tersa sowi *

i cant understand why

kenapa sesetengah org sngup mengadakan2 cerita tentang diri sendiri ... yg peliknye if that thing cenderung ke arah kebaikan x pe bt ne ke arah yg bakal memalukan diri sendiri ... sungguh x paham ... i got few fwen that selalu mengadakn cerita tuk tarik perhatian kengkawan len ... for example ... aku ada kwn ne ye selalu kate she take cigratte every time she bengang ngn her bf ... which now her husband ...tp sepanjang aku dok ngan ye x de lak ye smoke .. bengan ngn bf ye tiap2 hari ... nmpk kn penipunye die ... n now a fwen of mine mengaku ye dh kawen n ada anak ... sedangkn few month before she had been dump by her ex-bf ... whats that ... x kn gune air liur/ angin dh bole dpt anak ... n x kn mgandung x smpai 9mnth dh deliver? nonsence kn ... tp yg aku pelik nape ada gak tiz type of people ... bg aku bkn ini cr tuk trk perhatian kwn2 ... huhuhuu ... i need an answer is this neccessary ????????????



*by da why happy independent day ..... harap hr merdeka di bulan pose ne lebih membawa ke arah kebaikan .... *

Why isn't men aware of how he had hurts his partner?

When a man gets involved in something and doesn't pay attention to you, it hurts. He probably doesn't feel he's turning away from you. He may not be aware of it at all. When your man turns away or becomes involved in something else, you could say, "Did you notice that half an hour ago we were making love when the phone rang? Since you hung up you haven't even looked at me." He'll look puzzled, and mumble "Yeah, okay." You could also say, "I felt a sudden shift in your attention. One moment we were passionate, the next moment nothing. Our hearts were connected, and now they are not." It will seem bizarre to you that he doesn't feel any of this, but he usually doesn't. When I lead men's groups, we spend a lot of time talking about this. I try to convince the men that women do feel the shifts in a man's attention. The men don't believe it. They'll say, "You're kidding, right?" I'll say, "I'm serious. If you're with a woman and you suddenly turn away and begin to work, she feels it in her body. She feels your attention moving away from her. She feels hurt." The men will usually respond, "How are you supposed to live with that?" . Men often have no idea they've hurt you. When you tell them, it helps if you understand their perspective. Talk to them as if they've fallen asleep and reawakened. So rather than criticize their actions, tell them how it makes you feel. Say, "When you picked up the phone I felt hurt," rather than "Don't pick up the phone when we are together." You can tell them how it makes you feel. Then they can handle it. But if you expect a man to know they've hurt you, they'll say, "What hurt you?" They don't sense the turning away is as hurtful as it is to you. So better is you re hurt shot it to ur partner. because he wont reliase is you dont say it .... frankly speaking sumtimes i do feel like that .... sumtimes i hate when he hurt me n then wat x ksh je ... mcm aku ne x de perasaan je ... ape yg die taw bile die marah die nk kite pujuk or appology ... bt wat happen if he did hurt us? wat x ksh? no fair at all .... why men are so difficult to understand and to be understood???????????

.... why money is so important? ......

few weeks ago some of my fellow were been caught for suspected to hv syabu with them .... actually they 'ol mmg took it pn .... then they were bring to nacotic ... after that they were realese dgn bayaran rm1500 per person .... tp kne dtg bicara balik on today ... so on tht past few day there is one policemen that offer to change the result of their air kencing to -ve .... but they need to pay another rm150 per person ... bt one of my fellow ne cant pay so another fwen merayu to that policemen to have 2 price for 3 person ... so in that case the policemen said ok he tried ... so untill yesterday brlah that policemen said tht he cant make it for three person ... he just can help only for 2 person ... bt bear in my mind tht he can help just because the other one fellow guy is no paying him ... thatz all ... so whoever read this plz pray for all this three poor guy ... hope no one will be sent to pusat pemulihan coz they just enter 20ths .... so they are too young ... kalo dieorang masuk punah la ms depan mereka dengan rekod yg agak teruk .... amin .... " Ya Allah ko selamatkn lah orang2 ini dan berilah mereka peluang sekali lagi bagi mereka bertaubat dn menginsafi ape yg tlh terjadi ... ko berilah mereka petunjuk dan hidayah mu ... seta ko berikanlah keberkatan dalam hidup mereka2 ini ~amen~ " ... so i hrp sgt all of them learn sumthing n tried hard not to take it anymore ....

Selamat Ramadhan Al- Mubarak

saying about ramadhan teringat aku ms dok sndr .... sume uncomplete .... sahur kdg2, buke ala kadar ... tp skrg aku dh x yh rsau psl makan ape yg perlu aku rsau pasal terlebih makan .... sekarang pn aku dh semakin gemuk ... senam dh tp x taw how n why my bdn mkin gemuk not the otherwise .... huhu ... anyway selamat berpose sume ...

new thing i've learn ......

semalam aku ditugaskan di kelas pend. khas .... so ms tunggu nk balik tu all the cikgu n student were gather together at one room ... so ms tu ada ckgu ne cm nk isi ms lapang so suwuh la 1 gal and 1 boy ne men kawen2 ...cm kite time kck2 lu ... lpz tu this gal sungguh mengeletis ... walaupn umur baru 8 years old ... suwuh dok atas kusi terus je siap tangan letak kt lutut lg (cm org bersanding tu) ... then after a while suddently this gal pegang kepala n wat2 cm pngsan ... kteorg pelik la ..... when we asked tht gal nape ... taw x ape ye ckp .... ngndung .... hahahahahaha .... we just laugh to tht gal tp ye beria2 cm mgndung n suwuh kami smbut "baby" ye (actually teddy ... poor teddy) .... but from there i've learn sumthing ... even dieorg ne lemah kt otak tp belum tentu yg len2 tu lemah ... expecially part sex .... very expert .... so jgn pndg mereka sebelah mata k ..... lps tu td ye org cm x ingat ape belaku semalam .... when i asked cm blur je .... tp kate akak2 tu mmg blur pn .....

business kecil2

thiz is my starting buz ... kerepek x taw nama ...

hee ....

starting a business ...

dh lame im thingking of starting a business bt i takot ... takot failed ... takot bazir duet .... hee bt i now starting the easy one ... kerepek ... don no the name bt ia gune kulit popia ... and i asked my mom to bring it to scoll to gve a taste to other ... mcm trail lor ... tp still takot .. takot rugi ... hee .. tp my mom say if x de org nk beli x pe ... buat kueh raye tuk umah ... and im thingking of gve it to nenek ( nenek ery ) .... so tht cm gve sumthng to bakal mertua fam la ... hee tp kalo laku pn still nk bagi ... talking bout him ... frustuated sgt ... im feeling like he starting to ignore me ... ye la since he starting his new hobby i feel like he starting to ignore me ..... huhu ... ow back to the business ... kalo this thing success i thing i will started my cupcakes ... my dreams cafe ... and my yayang business ... ayam .... hee .... so dear fellow frends plz pray for my success ok .... gud luck to me ....

~selamat menyambut bulam Ramadhan yg mulia ini~

Bulan Ramadhan adalah bulan dimana kita menahan diri dari makan dan minum di sepanjang bulan puasa. Dan sebenarnya, bulan ini juga adalah waktu terbaik bagi mereka yang nak kempiskan perut untuk melakukannya secara lebih aggressive. Sebab siang tak payah makan dan kita cuma makan diwaktu malam sahaja.Jadi, bagi mereka yang nak kempiskan perut or kuruskan badan bole lah ambik peluang ne (same goes to me C:). Ada org kate gune OAT dan air yang cukup, bnde ne bukan saja membantu anda untuk mengempiskan perut sebenarnya, tapi mengelakkan angin masuk ke perut dan melambatkan anda merasa lapar . So sahur la ngn oat n sepanjang malam tu pastikan ambik air yang cukup sebelum tidur. Give it all out for this 1 month.Bayangkan dihari raya nanti anda bergaya dengan kebaya… dengan perut yang kempis dan pinggang yang lebih ramping… lihatlah dunia. Perut ku sudah kempis ... hee

"Satu tahun tidak terasa Ramadhan telah kembali mengunjungi kita.Semoga yang dilalui dan dilakukan menjadikan kebaikan di bulan suci ini Marhaban yaa Ramadhan Mohon Maaf Zahir dan Batin"

i feel i'm getting "GEMOK"

semalam i took a pic with my fellow ... the they show me that picture ... OMG ... damn im GEMOK ... huhu ... oledy before thiz ramai yg kate i dh gemuk bt i never realize bt semalam really i dh nmph so today thiz is wat i do ...

pagi: jog kt hutan lipur soga perdana then g sukaneka ngn my mum ...
tghri : kemas umah ... esok nk wat kenduri ...
petang : g umah aunty ada kenduri akikah ...
malam : skipping ... men ngn ball .... twister myself ...

tp cm belum cukup lol ... tp mgu depandh pose ...

help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!